Went to bed at 1am, woke up a 6am. Normally that would be enough sleep to easily get me through the day. I guess today my body ain’t having it. I woke and it was that moment when u automatically realize that you hadnt gotten enough ZZZZ’s. Went to work in Ventura, but by 745 my body was shaking. I was already done physically, mentally and emotionally. And the day had only just begun. Thus I sat down and began to cry uncontrollably. It was really kind awkward cause I was fine 5 mins before then BOOM. I cried for 15 mins. I can’t wait for April 1st, all the bullshit emotion will hopefully subside and I can enjoy my new life and the changes that have happen. I need a nap.
I know life can bring about challenges that seem insurmountable, and it's common to have people utter cliche advice or motivation. Despite that, here is a song that has helped me, I hope it can at least give you a glimmer of inspiration..."walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart, and you'll never walk alone..." (oh yeah, I was going to include the link but tumbler didn't let me! grrr...youtube "you'll never walk alone celtic" you'll see what i mean...
I found it…. And cue me crying on the couch. Thanks, that song was beautiful. Anon who ever u are, thank you really. :)
I’m feeling a little lost today. Slightly overwhelmed. I have five days to pack up my life into boxes, sell what I don’t need, donate what I don’t want. Find and buy a storage unit. Transfer everything I’m keeping to said storage unit. Get a po box, contact all the important business of my address change. Find a second job, find a new place to live. It’s not that I can’t do it, I just wish I hadn’t been sick and or busy until I had only one week to accomplish everything. But everything will work out and if it doesn’t it will be a new different learning experience.