March 2012
4 days to go.
Went to bed at 1am, woke up a 6am. Normally that would be enough sleep to easily get me through the day. I guess today my body ain’t having it. I woke and it was that moment when u automatically realize that you hadnt gotten enough ZZZZ’s. Went to work in Ventura, but by 745 my body was shaking. I was already done physically, mentally and emotionally. And the day had only just begun. Thus I sat down and began to cry uncontrollably. It was really kind awkward cause I was fine 5 mins before then BOOM. I cried for 15 mins. I can’t wait for April 1st, all the bullshit emotion will hopefully subside and I can enjoy my new life and the changes that have happen. I need a nap.
I know life can bring about challenges that seem insurmountable, and it's common to have people utter cliche advice or motivation. Despite that, here is a song that has helped me, I hope it can at least give you a glimmer of inspiration..."walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart, and you'll never walk alone..." (oh yeah, I was going to include the link but tumbler didn't let me! grrr...youtube "you'll never walk alone celtic" you'll see what i mean...
I found it…. And cue me crying on the couch. Thanks, that song was beautiful. Anon who ever u are, thank you really. :)
Hang in there!
I will :). I always do. Thank you, who ever u are.
You seem like a strong person, I'm sure things will work out...
I’m actually excited about this whole new life… I’m guess I’m kinda scared and possibly intimidated by everything though
Finding my way.
I’m feeling a little lost today. Slightly overwhelmed. I have five days to pack up my life into boxes, sell what I don’t need, donate what I don’t want. Find and buy a storage unit. Transfer everything I’m keeping to said storage unit. Get a po box, contact all the important business of my address change. Find a second job, find a new place to live. It’s not that I can’t do it, I just wish I hadn’t been sick and or busy until I had only one week to accomplish everything. But everything will work out and if it doesn’t it will be a new different learning experience.
I'll make a man out of you
BEST ENJOYED WITH HEADPHONES
LEFT EAR: Mandarin version.
RIGHT EAR: English version.
Enjoy the multiple eargasm…
Left ear: Mandarin version. Right ear: English version. omfg
MIND. BLOWN.
OMFG, yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m in so MUCH LOVE,
HAVING ALL THE FEELINGS !!
GURL! I miss yo face!
I miss ur face more!!
