Anemia is kicking my butt right now. Ive never felt so tired in my life. Like not sleepy, but dizzy and faint. I should start buying iron pills or something. First my foot betrays me, then my vag. Whats next? Lol
I can’t believe I hurt myself walking. I don’t know what happened but I think I slightly dislocated something in my foot. (I’m being so overly dramatic, but hey.. why not). Its been aching since 3pm and nothing makes it go away. It doesn’t feel like something to do with my muscle. And theres is this small knot popping where it hurts on my foot. WTF FOOT….pull it together!
I’m not gonna lie, I’m probably the best I’ve ever been mentally. My life is finally coming together and I’m making progress to where I want to be. But I am lacking in one important area. I don’t really talk to the people I love the most, not nearly as much as I want to. I guess its because everyone is so wrapped up in living their own “dream” life that they have blinders on to whats really important. I feel that the most important purpose in life is to love unconditionally, and help those in need. Well at least that my purpose.
I got a call today from someone very close to me and I feel like she’s just helpless. There’s nobody that has her back or that she can really rely on. And it drives me crazy that I can’t help her or be there for her cause I’m in the same boat. I don’t want my relationships to continue to be they way that they are. I don’t want to enjoy the same somewhat shallow existence that some friends and family are living. I hope that one day they realize the important things and people in their lives. Maybe at some point they can get their priorities organized and we can cherish our time together once again.